well THAT'S over. thank goodness. and i didn't even have to get smashed to make it through! although frankly, the brain cold i've had for the last week or so has really helped me feel like i'm drunk most of the time.

ANYWAY.

it was fine. the ex was really sweet and his new paramour was really nice and also knew enough to keep her distance, which i think was honestly for the best. i was a bit more zen about the whole experience today, which helped. and i made it through. and i'm not feeling angry anymore, which is also good. in a weird way, this whole thing has really made me feel more secure in my current relationship, which is awesome.

saying, TRULY saying, goodbye to your past? sometimes really really hard.

i'll try to be around here more. tell me what you want to hear about and i'll spill!