craftysmee (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} craftysmee) wrote,@ 2006-05-24 15:21:00 |
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no more should.
do you ever stop to think about how much guilt you carry? i carry so much
guilt. guilt for staying up too late, guilt for not waking up early enough.
guilt for not eating as well as i "should," guilt for not calling my brother
enough, guilt for not taking care of that one niggling bill from my hospital
stay 2 years ago. guilt for losing track of friends, guilt for not having an
exact direction, guilt for eating meat, guilt for spending money, guilt for
not using the gym on which i spend so much of that money.
that's a lot for one person to carry.
today i'm working on forgiving myself, on letting go of that guilt. i'll let
you know how it goes.
do you ever stop to think about how much guilt you carry? i carry so much
guilt. guilt for staying up too late, guilt for not waking up early enough.
guilt for not eating as well as i "should," guilt for not calling my brother
enough, guilt for not taking care of that one niggling bill from my hospital
stay 2 years ago. guilt for losing track of friends, guilt for not having an
exact direction, guilt for eating meat, guilt for spending money, guilt for
not using the gym on which i spend so much of that money.
that's a lot for one person to carry.
today i'm working on forgiving myself, on letting go of that guilt. i'll let
you know how it goes.
